A Week of Aftermath

Mar 16, 20114 min read

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Published: Mar 16, 2011

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Well, I'm starting to come out of the woods with the missing tooth, and thankfully I got all of my hours done early this week so I've got a few days off without having to worry about it.

This whole week, from last Tuesday to this one, has been a shitty hell, and guess what?  It's only starting over again and getting even worse.

You know what sucks worse than getting fucked out of your tax money? Finding out that you're getting fucked out of it needlessly.

I just paid on the power bill, ALL of the money I'd gotten back on my taxes because they turned our power off again without any warning. I have to have power otherwise I can't work and earn any money. Well, even though I just paid very close to six hundred dollars, now our power company is telling us that we owe another similar amount due in FIVE DAYS.

I don't know how the power bill EVER got so fucking high without them disconnecting us, I really don't, but someone needs to ask.  But the chances of paying another amount like what I just paid in five days are about zero.

I've GOT to get the fuck out of here, or SOMETHING. If this is the standard of life you're supposed to live in this house, then I don't want any part in it. But the sad part is I don't know where to go or who would want to put up with my lazy, irresponsible, mentally challenged ass.

I think I'll go kick some puppies and kittens now. Maybe then they'll send me to jail where I'll get free cable and free rent. Might get traded as an involuntary sex slave, but sometimes I wonder if even THAT would be as bad as this.

Okay yeah it'd be worse. I wonder if there'd be any way to convince the inmates I have more STD's and viral infections than an Umbrella laboratory...>_>;;;  (Resident Evil fans know where I'm coming from eh heh

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I was GOING to put more money on a sub to DA, since mine's running out in a week, but eh, can't do that NOW. I was GOING to get a new digi-cam I found pretty cheap, but I can't do that NOW. I was GOING to pay off some of my dentists bill since they saw me despite the fact that I was broke and already owed them money. Can't fucking do that NOW.

So I wanna ask this question, and trust me, it's a doozy. WHY. WHY does this world operate SO FUCKING HEAVILY on money? It's been asked before, but I MEAN it. People don't just use money as a means of getting things they need, they look at it like it's a fucking religion. They'd WORSHIP the almighty dollar if they could, and they already do, they just don't allude to it outright. You can talk all you want to but no one listens unless you're talking green, putting your money where your mouth is, or have a few Bens to back you up. That's been MY experience anyway.

Maybe I'm a bitter, jaded, impoverished hick who's scraping the bottom of the barrel and has zip to offer society that anyone would give a crap about with no intellectual value outside of a high school diploma and a few life experiences, but gee, just, really, am I the only person who thinks this way, or is there something I'm missing, are there people out there who see you as a person without any monetary value attached to you, because it just feels like outside of a handful of people, I don't know anyone who does.